So this was a tough week. This week, it was very hot, lots of lessons fell through, we got rejected a ton, and we were tired from doing service on pday last week and waking up at 5am for a meeting saturday. Friday-Sunday, we had like 3 lessons...we were walking the streets literally from 3-10 every day with maybe a hour lesson each day. I got a little irritated, but Elder Peck was able to pull me back in lol. We both had to do that a little this week...we were running on like no energy.
I had the opportunity to talk with a man named Cristian who is openly a Satanist. He basically told us that we were dumb for believing what we believe and that we should do whatever we want to because it is more fun. We obviously couldn´t really do anything...we just told him a little about what we believe. As we were walking away, I was prompted to testify to him. I turned around and said " Hermano, I know with all of my heart that the Book of Mormon is true. It is the words of God. Through the Book of Mormon, we know how to live a happy succesful life. We know how our father in heaven wants us to live and who he wants us to become. I know that your Heavenly Father loves you, and wants you to return to him. God bless you and thank you for your time." It was definitely an experience...it was the first time on my mission that I´ve been worried about my safety. Especially when he went inside to get his Book of Mormon. (It was burned...i thought he might be getting a gun.) I felt the power of evil in those moments...never begin to believe that it isn´t real...it is just as real as the priesthood.
We stopped to talk to some younger less actives (like 18 years old) and I had to use the bathroom, so they let me. One of the guys is really good at guitar, so he was playing Enter Sandman by Metallica...the mom walks in and says "Why did you let THEM in?" We respectfully replied "We are only using the bathroom hermana, forgive us." Though this doesn´t really bother me, it is appalling to me that someone could treat another human being in that manner...like they´re scum. I will always remember my feelings when I heard that and pray that I never make someone feel that way, ever.
With every bad, there is a good. I experienced much good this week. Saturday, I got to be an usher at our meeting...in attendence was Elder Nelson, Elder Vinas of the Seventy, and President Christianson of the Seventy. Elder Nelson talked about missionary work (surprise) and it was a good talk but the real cool part came when he stopped right before his testimony. Bowed his head for twenty seconds or so. Looked at his translator and motioned him to step away from the mic and delivered THE MOST powerful testimony in perfect spanish with what I can only describe as the voice of thunder.....it was incredible. The background story is he cant speak or understand spanish. He used headphones and had all the talks being translated as they went. When he said HOLA it was very clearly a gringo (i am chileno now). I was blown away. I got to shake all of their hands. It was a great meeting. I felt the spirit during Sister Nelson´s talk too. She talked about being able to see concourses of angels when we teach because it is not only us there, but also all of the ancestors of the person empowering us so that the person can feel the spirit, be converted to do their ordinances for them as well....I might have cried just a little bit.
I had a promting to say something during a lesson that was COMPLETELY off topic....I shared a verse and the hermana said " That´s why I know the church is true..." She just sat there smiling and shaking her head up and down. I don´t know exactly what she meant, but I know I touched her heart.
I noticed something today. We teach this girl Camilla and her uncle Manuel always sits in on the lessons. He is an active member of the church. He is old, has poor health, has no kids or wife, has a speach impediment so he is hard to understand, can´t read.....but this man is SUCH an example to me.
Alma 32:21"And now as I said concerning faith—faith is not to have a perfect knowledge of things; therefore if ye have faith ye hope for things which are not seen, which are true."
Doctrine and Covenants 6:36 "Look unto me in every thought; doubt not, fear not."
4Nephi 1:15-17 "And it came to pass that there was no contention in the land, because of the love of God which did dwell in the hearts of the people.
16 And there were no envyings, nor strifes, nor tumults, nor whoredoms, nor lyings, nor murders, nor any manner oflasciviousness; and surely there could not be a happier people among all the people who had been created by the hand of God.
17 There were no robbers, nor murderers, neither were there Lamanites, nor any manner of -ites; but they were in one, the children of Christ, and heirs to the kingdom of God."
Manuel is such an example...he relies on nothing but faith. Not even the faith of what he reads (because he can´t), but the faith of others when they testify of the scriptures and of Christ. This is a perfect love of Christ. He has the most powerful prayers that I have seen...he speaks from his heart. He truly is a disciple of Christ and has devoted his life to learning of the gospel. Manuel is a man of integrity and for that he has my utmost respect. I aspire to one day have the faith that he has..with confidence to act on this faith in everything I do. My prayer is that all of you would strive to have this kind of faith. If you achieve it, you will see and be a part of many miracles in your life.
I love all of you. This is the work of our Christ. Hope for all things in Christ.
Con amor,
Elder Jackson







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